Missed Train

Yesterday was pretty boring. My schedule has Monday as a rest day, so I rested. But I was feeling off the entire day. Really hot, even though it wasn't hot outside. Sort of nauseous and worn down. So I didn't eat much at all. I stopped at Safeway after dropping my sister off at work and got myself some cantaloupe (my favorite!) and an iced latte for breakfast. (2 PP)

I ended up also eating a chocolate covered Oreo that was sitting up in my room. (3 PP) Believe it or not, after that, I felt totally full! Obviously something was off, but I didn't need to be very active so I just went with it. At 3 PM, my mom drove me downtown so that I could catch a 4 PM train back to Philly. But when we got to the train station, I realized I had forgotten my wallet at home! I couldn't go without my wallet, so we turned around and went back home. I felt really pissed off - I have a personality where if I get things planned out in my head, and then they don't go the way I expected, I get upset. So when I got home I wanted to binge. I know it's not good that I am still eating when I'm upset, but at least I am moderating it somewhat? I ate 10 jellybeans, which is only 1 PP, and that quelled my urge to binge.

My mom and sister picked up Chicken Out on the way home from her work. I ate a Chicken Caesar Salad (12 PP), a buttermilk biscuit (5 PP) and a glass of champagne, of course (3 PP).

I didn't sign up for the marathon yet - I keep getting nervous that I won't be able to train the way I need to when school starts, or that the weather in Florida will just be too hot for me. I guess I need to get over my fears and just go for it, but it's hard to think about potentially just throwing away $160.